Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Gone Lawn 8


As you can see, my lawn is in fact gone: half to seed, half to hell

My story Philosophies of Access has been published in Gone Lawn a webjournal of new and progressive literature. Issue 8 is guest-edited by Edmond Caldwell and published by Founding Editor Owen Kaelin. Before you read the 15 works, as I hope you might, you may be interested to know that the Statement of Intent explains that "Gone Lawn seeks to explore and advance the growth of a new literary intention befitting our new century. In particular we seek innovative, nontraditional and daring works, both narrative and poetic, that walk the difficult landscapes and break up the safe ones, works which incite new feelings and thoughts, works which make us think and feel surprising and unexpected things." 


One doesn’t mind the lawn being gone so much when one is in such remarkable company as these writers gathered under the gazebo by guest-editor Edmond Caldwell. It’s not what I expected (and I expected a lot); it’s far worthier. I am honored to be included. Thank you, Edmond and Owen. As a small token of appreciation, I thought I might offer up some discoveries and responses to the works in the issue:


 Reading Jacob Wren’s ingenious Artists Are Self Absorbed is like watching a skilled comedic performance of a round of charades, but instead of movie, song, or book titles, Wren makes a marvelous game of enacting concepts. In this case oblivion in all of its dictionary meanings: 1) an act of forgetting or the fact of having forgotten; 2) the quality or state of being forgotten;  and 3) official ignoring of offenses: general pardon (hence the infinite tenderness for his abusing hosts). I could drink a case of him.

 
The exceedingly brilliant Valerie Witte is at once Annie Sullivan and Helen Keller in her Selections From Flood Diary.  Missouri is not mentioned twice, so naturally I was immediately fond of the work, and of her. But it was painful to read these moist selections in the midst of the drought we are suffering in Missouri at present. I winced at the words “tending wet” wishing it were so. Ditto for “forgetting the water on”—we’d happily do so. Forget what, where? The many references to wa-ter hit me like zings of regret and remorse for the 12-13 inches we now need to restore our water table to its previous levels. Even with a deep well, which fortunately I have, the scariest words are: the aquifer is low...  I promise to return to Flood Diary less burdened one rainy day, may it be soon. And maybe even before then because of glorious writing like this: ~ to evacuate a story distilled I tried lightning, a searing sun, smoke, a jaw's eyes wrapped in ice ~


Jake Syersak’s Notes to Wed No Toward are Tin Pan Alley tunes on a player piano in the drawing room of the house of Oulip. I can’t detect precisely what restraints he’s given himself, I only know that if these are the answers, I very much love the questions (and so would Richard Wilbur).

Malcom Sutton. Brrrrrrrrr!

I almost stopped reading Dale Smith’s Ed Dorn's Hat when I came to the part about Alan Cheuse, but I’m so glad I pressed on to absolutely resolve in the next moment that the clichés were deliberate elements of the composition, not frequent unfortunate missteps. And further that I could let go of the accruing trepidation and admire Edmond’s placement of this story exactly here, here at the edge of wondering if an assemblage this fabulous could really hold. And Smith answers, Si Se Pueda!
 
[I am so sorry but I find I must stop because even though I’ve read and reread everyone in Gone Lawn 8 and want to write something in acknowledgement of everyone’s contributions, all of which I truly admire, and I will, I’ve run out of steam tonight. We’ve been finalizing the next issue of The Madison County Crier (3.3) which gets uploaded to the printer tomorrow morning, and my energy is flagging.  We’re enduring temperatures in the 100s here for days and days on end, plus I have no internet at home and must drive into town to upload even this paltry bit, and I’m not the best driver, and it’s getting late, so off I go!]


Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Remember When We Were Together?

 
Death is a dialogue between
The spirit and the dust.
“Dissolve,” says Death. The Spirit, “Sir,
I have another trust.”

Death doubts it, argues from the ground.
The Spirit turns away,
Just laying off, for evidence,
An overcoat of clay.

                        --Emily Dickinson

 Many overcoats of clay in the instance of Callion Hamblin's friends and family who have argued volubly, lovingly, and vehemently with Death since their brother, son, husband, and friend was taken from them almost five months ago in a hissy fit of police state violence. They argue with his senseless and unjustifiable Death, shouting down the absurd surreality of his ashes and dust, dust that should never have been kicked up over a bondsman's bounty.

Here are some select words remembering when they were together, holding fast to their connection, refusing its brokenness, counting and recounting their monstrous loss in a Facebook community--RIP Callion "Smoke/Kinloch" Hamblin--of which I am a member. Daily I hear their inspiring words as arias to as of yet unwritten operas; lyrics to art songs, soaring or hushed; song cycles of Spirit, unadulterated and pure; anthems, fanfares and dirges of loyalty, love, and a righteous nonacceptance of what is, after all, totally unacceptable.

You see, Spirit is winning this argument with Death; Spirit is celebrating the time when he was here, as he should be still; Spirit is embracing him, holding him dear always. To have friends like these, just might be worth dying for.

sup brah, first tme since u passd i had a dream about u. a vivid dream.. it wuz too real. not of past shit weve done ths dream consisted of today.  .. i love u kinloch. i wish to god i cud rewind tha hands of tme fam.. give me closure brah not completely jus let me kno dat ima b aight down here.
Me and Miss saw a guy that reminded us of you yesterday, I had to walk up close just to get a better look, he looked at me very strange
EVN IN DEATH WE LIVE FOREVR. WE GONE RIDE TIL THA WHEELS FALL OFF MY NIGGA.
Smoke I didn't want to get on this page and speak bout you knowing you not here but that laugh you had, I think I was the only only one that could make you laugh so hard you start snorkeling like a baby pig
All i ask Smokey is u plz watch over me sweetie....cause i dnt kno if im comin or goin anymore...n i gtta do my best ta hold myself tagether cause my beautiful baby girlz need me!!
I always call him Callion, it is how he introduced himself to me the first time we met, he went out and bought new shoes and shirt, dressin to impress...we had Lasagna. Being a "more mature" person I remember telling him he looked Spiffy..hahahha....bet he never got called Spiffy before. lmao. I should have told him he was stylin or at least fly!
Was going thru my phone and saw your name had the notion to just text you and say ” hey big head you iight” n u would always say something smart back but this time no...then I thought about the time I told u I won on that lottery ticket you said I owe you half lol I told you u ain't put in on it so you ain't getting it lol...but you said you put in half a thought so that counts lol u was serious too...
Miss you so much, think about you everyday. Keep thinking u will call and ask me to bring you a pack of Newports, *sigh* man i miss the little things. I miss our talks and me givin you shit about all the young girls u dated. You were my best friend for real. Funny how we had an amazing relationship.....after we were divorced! LoL X is finished with basketball and started baseball, he changed his number to #32 in honor of you.
I have to say X did get something from you...........I mean besides that nose and that peanut head, lol he got ur quickness, that boy is fast! Coach says he is one of the fastest on the team and they are counting on him to steal bases.
I found all the letters I've been missing of yours! Sitting here reading them lol if I ever need a good laugh I just read them when I'm down!!
Yal hear dat thunder...dats big brah up thr partyin already....
Smokey!! I am sooooooooooo pissed right now! I feel like my head is gonna shoot off like a fucking rocket! These mother fuckers won't even let us mourne in peace! Every single person in this group needs to get them a bracelet or maybe 2!!! Wear them everywhere you go! Show your love for Smoke! They can't stop me from doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG BRAH, HERE WE R ANOTHER DAY. STILL UNBELIEVABLE.. SHIT DONT ADD UP...BUT I LOVE U AND MISS U.... TOLD U IMA KEEP YO NAME ALIVE... GOT IT TATTD ON MY RITE WRIST... A BRACELET ON THA LEFT THANKS TO CHERYL AND YO NAME ON A DOG TAG AROUND MY NECK..... WATCH ME MY NIG... SAVE A PLACE 4 ME UP THR...PUT DAT WRD IN 4 ME YA DIG....AND TELL EM BOUT ME UP THR AIGHT. LOVE U FAM
Well said. I miss ya too smoke! But we won't let no one forget what they did to you! Promise!!!!
FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE: HOW THA FUCK AM I TO GRIEVE, WHN A NIGGA DAT I LOVE WUZ KILLED BY THA POLICE. MORE THN JUS A FRIEND TO ME U TORE APART A FAMILY, BUT IMA KEEP HIS NAME ALIVE CAUSE HE' LL DO THA SAME FOR ME. WONT B THA SAME WIT OUT MY NIGGA THS INVOLVED MUST REMEMBER, U REAP WUT U SOW WUT WUZ DONE WONT B FORGIVN........TO B CONTINUED
he was with me at mcDonald's tonight, me and Missie were eating a burger and the light above our table kept flicking on and off, the only one in the whole place doing that...I was telling her about how I took him with me on my road trip today, told her he sat on the steering wheel, she laughed and laughed and that light kept going on and off. hahhaha.
 i had a dream about smoke last nite and i got up went in the living room where i keep his flowers and they are blooming like crazy
I miss him like crazy, he was a true friend. You may not agree with everything he done but one thing is for sure he was a likeable guy......could always make you laugh. Cal was a true friend he would give you the shirt off his back or his last dollar iff you asked. His boys idolized him.........
 Rip my nigg,,, wish it could of been different... We all love ya and you will be truly missed,,, x and dre be strong yo unks gotcha,,, I'll see you in the after life smoke but not yet
you may not me our thug Smokey here but your now our thug angel.. you might of made your mistakes but we all have made our own lil mistakes....There's not a single person datz perfect!!!!
man i miss his ass so much can't stop thinking about him the storm last nite i was like smoke raising hell already
Wuts gud my nig.....we miss u down here brah.
smoke happy fourth of july 4z sup ^ I will never forget the fourth of july on donelson street in park hills at mama Diean house you fliped that mountain bike you was hot as hell but got up and walked it off like a g but redeemed yourself later in the night by hitting ole boi well there's fire works you know who I'm talking about the whole hood was shooting fireworks that night thanks to you bruh
Happy fathers day smoke
 Happy fathers day
Happy fathrs day brah.
Happy Fathers Day Cal!!
Happy fathers day smoke, love and miss you like crazy!!
Happy Fathers Day Cal! U are heavy on our minds today. X and I miss u bunches :) This is ur day RIP, love you.
Happy Birthday Cal ! June 10, 1979 Would have been 33 today. This day is difficult, miss u so much everyday, today I will miss buying u a gift, telling u ur getting old, goin bald, etc......I so badly wish u were here with us to celabrate. Going to spend a little time with ur girl Pac and reminisce about good times.
 Smok£ I'm not feeling diz Izh But evry time I get like dizzying I feel you like your standing right behind me thank you bruh
Hi ya Callion...having a Grand daughter tonight...super excited. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sittn here tryna see tha world thru yo eyes now..thnkn bout wut u may have saw and tha expression u may have had as u walkd entered home...i wish i cud jus talk to u one more tme..for closure and peace.
 I'm Cal's ex-wife, however we remained very close he was my best friend.....Cal was a best friend to many. He made an impact on many peoples lives. ...It seems like such a senseless tragedy that they murdered him. The police portrayed him as a dangerous criminal to justify the shooting. We as friends and family never got ANY answers just what the police say. I myself heard the gun shots from my house and let me just say,"It was NOT the sound of gun fire EXCHANGE, it was the sound of OPEN FIRE" the coroner told me he was hit "multiple" times two that were fatel..... Its hard to find peace when so many questions left unanswered .
 
 

Monday, July 2, 2012

Live Blogging at the Cenex Eagle Stop

Who says there's nothing sweet for young people to do in Farmington, MO on a Monday night? At 10 pm a crew of Farmington High's finest set out on a treasure hunt for five hidden copies of my novel Cooperative Village placed around the historic downtown district. I thought they would be challenged but these kids are so bright that I may have to amp up the difficulty level if we do it again. One of the boys guessed the first location before he even left the convenience store attached to the gas station where I connect to the internet! Can you? We'll see how long it takes them to get back.Feel free to play along!


Cake from my publication party in May 2007, made by Ron and Ira of Rainbo Cakes in the Essex Market, LES, NYC

Here are the clues the teenagers took with them:


LOCATION #1


Shaken and stirred
or so I've heard

In bags and trays
I sparkle and amaze

Plop me in a drink
Break me in the sink

Spirited, cubed, crushed, and cold
In heat and drought more prized than gold

My location's not a place for teens
Proscribed by law, not your scene

But I daresay future friends of Bill
Will find plenty here for thrill and swill

Seven is the sum of me
Fraternité, egalité, and...!

Where am I?

LOCATION #2

I'm ruined and wrecked
Detached, untrekked

I lead nowhere
Except the air

Up the down
In the center of town

Old architecture
Best be foot-sure

Ascending stones,
A pigeon throne?

No balustrade
Don't be afraid

Author of a declaration
Father to a mixed-raced nation

Where am I?

LOCATION #3

Ionic, gossip, or Doric
Neither doleful nor euphoric

Know me by my flagpole
Buy my wares by the roll-full

While the stuff I seal has no gender
It's a homophonic mind-bender

Missives, bills, ads galore
Part governmental, another part, store

A mix of M O and D C, both
The medium is the message, in fact and in troth

My nickname's initials--a consonant, a vowel
Partial embroidery for Edgar Allen's wash towel

My code is unbuttoned, unsnapped and unzipped
I'm closed July 4th (for the unschooled and unhip)

Where am I?

LOCATION #4

I have my pride
I lied

I'm with my mate
Such is fate

I guard a portal at a store
One that's priced-out for the poor

I like the movies, MGM
Tin Man and Toto, Aunty Em

Considered regal, it's probably best
If I don't appear in your family crest

I stay near a flowery bower
Lie supine hour after hour

Long and lean, carved from ebony stone
I'm décor for eternity, but not alone

Where am I?

LOCATION #5

In me are vertebrae and blades
On me goods, store bought, home made

I'm the wilderness in Australia
Hurray, olé, hallelujah!

I'm painted al fresco
C'mon, let's go!

I'm serious and bespectacled
Look closely and I'm freckled

Talk me offa the ledge
My persona's right on the edge

Guthrie, Dylan, Segovia
Nylon, steel, nickel--yah!

The love you take
is equal to the love you...

Where Am I?



This in from Steve Hull while we wait for the kids to get back:

They're back for some hints! They got 3 out of 5 in under an hour. These kids are so amazing! And here they are:


Gordon Chamberlain, Erin Roberts, Catherine Gracie Minnis, Sydney Rodgers and Christian Wooddell (and Baron Gogol in the background whose great-great grandfather was Russian literature heavyweight Nikolai Gogol!)    




They're back out to retrieve the last two! Didn't take long at all. And now for the answers.


Atop the ice machine at 214 Liquor



Location #2

The weird staircase to nowhere at Jefferson and Second.
Location #3

Behind the columns at the Farmington Post Office
Location #4


Behind the lions at Botaniques

Location #5


Behind Music Makers  

 Yay Gracie, Erin, Christian, Sydney and Gordon! Christian's off to Norway, but the rest of the crew will be back for more Farmingtonian hijinks very soon.